After years of being bogged down...it was time to make a change.
When I look around and all I see are people just in maintenance mode, I have to shake myself to look up. It's not that the place they reside mentally is necessarily wrong or bad at all. It's just, for me, I want to be in a space that has no boundaries, a space that screams life, a space that shouts climb higher, a space that truly encourages massive growth and pushes me to be more. * 😱When I look back over my life, I realize that more times than not, my decisions were based out of fear and what ifs. I chose the logical way. I chose the safe way. I chose the secure way. I chose everything against who I was at my core. I lived in that space for most of my life because it "was the right thing to do" according to some...according to the belief in which I was raised. You must do the "right thing" or else! Who made the rules as to what was right for me...? No wonder I had a meltdown and screamed enough is enough. 🤦♀️ *Yes another story for another day* 💥
When I look back over my life, I realize that more times than not, my decisions were based out of fear and what ifs. I chose the logical way. I chose the safe way.
Right now I am drawn to those people that have overcome, that have NOT settled in mediocrity of same thing different day, or "all is good. I can't complain". For me, ROUTINE IS LETHAL in the day in day out of living. Yes I have a morning routine that I stick to for "me" and my mental wellbeing...one that grounds me and helps me plan my day and life.
Ultimately God is in control, but I believe He wants so much more for us. We have to go after it and not settle.'m drawn to Adventure and excitement; to learning & expansion of the mind. I'm drawn to those that always encourage and to positive side of life. I look to those that are problem solvers and possibility thinkers; big Dreamers, and big DOERS!
What is stirring inside you?